In every human
life there are a lot of circumstances that occurs and with those circumstances
happening many had made their own definition of life. But if I would be given a
chance to speak about my perspective in this word so called Life, I would
therefore say that there is no particular life differs from the rest of others.
They all have a common journey to pass on and what made each life different is
the treatment done by its beholder, on how he does his road trip and handle his
speed then make a timely and accordingly break to stop for a moment, then pick
another way if doubting to continue his journey until such time that he reach
his satisfied destination. Now join me in my journey within…
I am Leslie a proud
daughter of an understanding mother Amy and a hardworking Condrado Entrina
who’s currently residing in a small town in Valenzuela City with my three
lovely supportive siblings. Like an ordinary town girl I’m funny and jolly
likewise as a clown in a birthday party but I don’t have a blinking red nose
and cheeks. I just love to laugh out loud, ha...Ha...Ha…Ho! Ho! Ho... But I’m
not Mommy Santa either it is just being me, myself.
Moreover, I am a
typical school girl who goes out with my classmates and have fun studying in
STI College Caloocan as Bachelors of Science in Information Technology. I’m not
a weird or a geek student I just enjoy going to school and learning new things
and then of course having more experiences with my friends. You know I’m not a
fun of having too much; I’m even satisfied with my greatest achievements in my
life. Do you want to know what are they? The things that I considered as “my
greatest achievements in my life”, of course my graduations way back in my
grade school and high school, I consider both of them as my greatest
achievements in my life but only for now, because I’m still on a long journey a
head to my dream destination in my Dreamland.
It is not very
obvious that I love reading as my fantasies goes free out of my words as I tell
you my life. Reading is my best friend particularly love stories who warmth my
heart and made it beat so loud like a noisy class of children in a silent
burial of my heartaches cause by the usual cycle of life which we comparable
relates in a rotating wheel, sometimes we’re on top and most of the time we’re
on the bottom but the good thing is, it is still rotating and that is life for
us, as we still smile although our heart is aching, although our hearts is
breaking. So, it’s a proof to you that I also love singing although singing
runaway to me as fast as the bullet train of Japan but I’m still fine because
I’ve “GOT TO BELIEVE IN MAGIC” not “JUST ONCE” but also “SOMEWHERE DOWN THE
ROAD” my singing career will be brighter as a “SUPERSTAR”.
But like any
other stories a storm will come and will hurt us more than what we were
expecting to have and even we’ve tried are very best to be prepared we cannot
be so sure that we won’t have any wounds after its surges us. I’m a brave
person as I knew myself although I’m a bit shy, I challenge myself not to be
intimidated by my shyness, so, believe me or not I had already joined a beauty
pageant in our barangay when I was a second year college I did this to
experience how it was done and what was the feeling of being a contestant in a
glamorous pageant. Doing this, I had proved to myself that I’m strong and I
could face the world whatever challenge he gives me it doesn’t matter.
Then, a year
later destiny slaps me and digs me with all the truth that I am still weak and then
frighten me to death that I would bid goodbye to my fantasies and be out of
fuel to reach my Dreamland as a secret note was revealed telling me that I’m
sick and that I had a tumor in my right breast then everything to me turns into
black although it is my favorite color it doesn’t represents a good symbol for
me, “a secret black note” was going on my mind which represent the Japanese
anime “DEATH NOTE” wherein everything written there will happen and will die.
Sadness runs
into my veins, my parents had quarrels about my situation they break everything
they see in the our house plates, vases, toys and mirrors until one of them
gets hurt and then a moment after my father had a heart attack we brought him
to the hospital with the help of our neighborhood everyone of us were crying, tears
in our eyes drops like rainfalls and I feel I won’t be stopped in raining and
the sun won’t shine anymore as everything in my life was falling and starts to
be ruined.
Day after the
horrible tragedy in my life, my father looks more relax and calm, then I thank
God that my father had not been paralyzed or stroked and even my mother looks
more in control. My siblings were also in good conditions and I myself was also
in the good mood after knowing that the seen tumor in me is not cancerous at
all but I just have to undergo operation for preventive measures we all agreed
in my family and little by little our family is getting back stronger and
happier. We’re rebuilding our home with a tougher foundation of love, faith and
trust as we continue our journey in this animated world of dreams.
As my family got
together again as one happy family, I will continue my journey in my wonderful
world of fantasies to get into my most desired Dreamland and that is in a
professional office as a professional information technologist.
